So I couldn't think of anything to write about and my friend suggested I write an honesty blog. She said u should list 10 honest things about yourself that you keep concealed. I replied "they are concealed for reason." Her response "Why, be real with the world be real with yourself..."
So here it goes.....
1. I am not a people person. I have to go the extra mile to be friendly or get to know to people because it doesn't come natural to me. I use think it was because I am an only child. But i know plenty of people who are only children who are "people persons". I think I'm just weird.
2. I don't like Ne-yo's miss independent song because I feel like I can't do anything for myself right now. It's so frustrating.
3. I procrastinate and become lazy because I'm scared if i try I wont succeed.
4. I have been abstinent (no celibate) for a year because once I have sex with someone, I slightly loose interest in them.
5. Number 5 can probably explain number 4 i have a hard time connecting during sex because I was sexually abused as a child. I learned at a young age to detach the emotional from the physical.
6. Because of 4 and 5, I pushed him away, oh well.
7. I hope i don't do the same to the next one.
8. Sometimes when I'm at home i get homesick.
9. I'm the shit. I know i am, i just need to act like it.
10. I go to clubs to grind on strangers... it takes off the edge since I'm not having sex.
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