Friday, October 31, 2008

Feminism vs. Goddess Consciousness PART 1

***Disclaimer***
This is blog entry is not attacking political or economical feminism. I am simply addressing the affects feminism on current gender social "norms".

Feminism-the doctrine advocating social, political, and all other rights of women equal to those of men.

The problem with feminism is that it does not embrace feminine principles. I've never heard of a feminist speaking on women cultivating their intuition, healing powers , wisdom or receptiveness. I haven't heard any feminist preach about the sacredness or the power of the vagina and womb.

Even though feminism is no longer a progressive movement (in my opinion) The movement has left its imprint on our social and gender norms. For example, feminism and sexual liberation. I am not an advocate of sexual repression, suppression, oppression and any other 'pressions lol. I believe that we are sexual beings and to deny yourself sex is unnatural. However, the sexual liberation movement that is still in affect is anything but liberating. I keep hearing women say, they are having sex freely, like men. As if we are in some battle of the sexes and must compete with men. (I'll address this in another blog.) Just because a man does it, doesn't mean I have do the same thing.



This kind of thinking has done women , especially black women more harm than good. How is it liberating to let just anyone into your temple? How is it liberating to have sex that does nothing for the soul, but to do it just because you feel like it or because you can. You see, it is no coincidence since the sexual revolution there has been an increase in reproductive challenges for women especially black women. It's no coincidence that since the sexual revolution there is a high divorce rate and high "never been married" rate in blacks. It's no coincidence that since women have been in the workforce an have been unable to breastfed and properly nurture their children, that these babies grow up with asthma, ADD, ear infections, cholic, different types of cancers and many other illness and diseases. I am not against women working. I am against babies being nursed on cow tittie milk. That was kind of off topic but, oh well.

In addition to the things I mentioned supra, a lot of women are unable to have true sexual bliss in all of their so-called sexual liberation. Most women are unable to have a g-spot orgasm. How the hell can u claim to be liberated when you aren't even having mind blowing sex?!?!?

The quest of equality has blind-sided many women. I love being a woman and would have it no other way. I believe my worth is equal to a man my but function doesn't have to mirror his. We shouldn't be in competition or in the constant quest to have equality in every single thing. Instead we should work at living more harmonisouly. We'd definately have a better world.

The battle of the sexes is deadly and causes a disturbance in our enviroment. Many feminist, (well the modern woman period), have forgotten about their goddessness and are trying to be more like men. feminist are only fueling the yang energy in our world, and it's already saturated. However, God/dess will restore the balance!

I will address Goddess Consciouseness next time :-)

This blog has not been edited for content. It's random, therefore my thoughts are all over the place. :-)

Thursday, October 30, 2008

SoulMate

I wrote this in a dream, because the ego wasn't having it...

I'm in love with you and we haven't even met
But when I sleep I feel our consciousness connect
So let our consciousness collect
on past lives debts
Because the last time i think i missed you
and this waiting and anticipation has left me mistaken others who i thought were you
I've come close, but not quite
I've yet to get it right
but you have never left my sight
third eye sees u clearly, i feel you near me, so I'm ready to be
your north, your south, your east, your west
I'm ready to be the rhythm in your chest, your heartbeat
so look for me
and as the universe rearranges worlds
i pray ours combine, held together by the hand of the divine... u and i
i know timing is everything
and the almighty FORTUNE TELLER tells her
its already been orchestrated in the cosmos
and in this cosmic love affair we'll share
we'll put stars to shame
we'll out flame super nova
love outside of time and space
my heart races to meet yours
i look forward to your embrace
face to face, just the thought takes my breath away
so look for me, my eyes are open to
lets love because we are over due

What a beautiful dream

The honesty blog...

So I couldn't think of anything to write about and my friend suggested I write an honesty blog. She said u should list 10 honest things about yourself that you keep concealed. I replied "they are concealed for reason." Her response "Why, be real with the world be real with yourself..."
So here it goes.....

1. I am not a people person. I have to go the extra mile to be friendly or get to know to people because it doesn't come natural to me. I use think it was because I am an only child. But i know plenty of people who are only children who are "people persons". I think I'm just weird.

2. I don't like Ne-yo's miss independent song because I feel like I can't do anything for myself right now. It's so frustrating.

3. I procrastinate and become lazy because I'm scared if i try I wont succeed.

4. I have been abstinent (no celibate) for a year because once I have sex with someone, I slightly loose interest in them.

5. Number 5 can probably explain number 4 i have a hard time connecting during sex because I was sexually abused as a child. I learned at a young age to detach the emotional from the physical.

6. Because of 4 and 5, I pushed him away, oh well.

7. I hope i don't do the same to the next one.

8. Sometimes when I'm at home i get homesick.

9. I'm the shit. I know i am, i just need to act like it.

10. I go to clubs to grind on strangers... it takes off the edge since I'm not having sex.

That you haven't called... :-(

So since I haven't heard from you in days it means.....

that I'm ugly.That's it…That I AM UGLY!
ooooooor That you didn't have a good time, the last time,despite all the other great times before that.

That I'm fat.That I'm wack.That you MUST've noticed all the acne scars on my back.

That I'm boring.That I must've been snoring.

That I shoulda agreed to juice and ginning. That I shoulda known from the beginning.

That you saw my dandruff.That my hands were rough.

That you weren't fully impressed.That you got some issues you need to address.

That I didn't meet the standards of your fellas.That I was overzealous.

That you just haven't called YET.That I'm easy to forget.

That you have a girlfriend.That you have another girlfriend in addition to the one you already told me about.That you noticed my break out.

That I'm not the one.That you're not the one.That I shouldn't have cursed your pork bacon.That I didn't meet your expectation.

That I didn't make you laugh enough.That my bangs had too much fluff.

That you think I'm tryna make you a permanent fixture.That I didn't look like my myspace picture.

That you wouldn't know a great catch if it bit you in the ass.That maybe I was a bit too crass.

That you heard a nasty rumor about me. Or worse,That you heard a nasty truth about me.

That you didn't see greatness beyond my shortcomings.That my outfit wasn't very becoming.

That you felt a little stubble.That my mouth, as always, got me in trouble.

That industry cats are all the same.That athletes are all the same.That accountants are all the same.That post office workers are all the same.That I am the one to blame.That you're just a lame.

That you hated my perfume.That I took too long in the bathroom.

That I made you think too much.That I complimented you too much.That I shoulda let you touch.
That I shouldn'ta let you touch.

That you're intimidated by me.That it was too soon to offer you a key.

That you don't see how great I am.That I like souljah boy AND will.I.am.

That I shouldn'ta commented on the baby seat in your car.That I took that last joke a little too far.

That I looked dumb when I danced.That I shouldn't have brought up words like commitment, integrity AND romance…Or maybe, JUST MAYBE,the fact that you haven't called means... that you just haven't called.

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Thursday, October 23, 2008

Songs I wish I wrote...

1. The Makings of You- Curtis Mayfield... The lyrical imagery of this song is so beautiful. If someone is ever lucky enough to marry me, I want someone to sing this at our wedding.
2.Summer Breeze- Isley Brothers... another song with great imagery
3. Redemption Song- Bob Marley 'nuff said
4. Gotta Find a Peace of Mind- Lauryn Hill... I go to church on that one lol
5. Erykah Badu- I want You
6. I want a little sugar in my bowl- Nina Simone

adventures in paradise

I believe any dream that i want to
that aint the only way of keeping hope alive
and if by chance i give birth to my vision
life is so fantastic it will come as no surprise

cuz everyday is adventures in paradise
woven well in the fabric of life

everyday is adventures in paradise
it is real, even if its only in your mind
-Minnie Riperson

Thursday, October 16, 2008

well what do you believe in?

Random spiritual talk and mantras:

I believe in one God/Goddess. There is one divine energy that manifest itself in different deities. I believe that the almighty/divine energy lives in all things. Me, you, the earth, the grass, trees, the sun, the stars, the ocean etc.. I believe in polarity. Negative/positive, Feminine/masculine, Dark/Light.

I believe life is what you make it. There are no accidents, no coincidents. I believe everything is everything. One big cycle, its already ok. I try my best to follow the 42 laws of Ma'at. Praise God/dess!

I posess divine InnerG (inner goddess). You do too. I am beautiful so are you. I am intelligent because God is and i am a reflection of God. Since i am a reflection of God i have potential to be GREAT, it's up to me to manifest it. Same goes for you. I do have fear sometimes because i tend to forget who Goddess is. But like pastor Battle said "stop telling your God how big your problems are and tell your problems how big your God is"

I am bigger than my problems or any negativity that comes my way. I'm fully capable of overcoming it!

I am creative, as creativity comes from HER. SHE speaks through, my poems and songs come from the mouth of HER.

Lost jobs, broken hearts, unpaid bills, hunger, jealousy ... its already ok. I'm already healed.

I am loved, I am love therefore I love. Love is as God is, God is Godess. Peace and blessings... InI shall get over

Amen, Selah, Peace