Where have I been?... FOCUS

Finding myself... LOL

Seriously, I have been trying to figure things out. For example, what the hell I'm going to do with my life. Things have been confusing since I've graduated, because there is so much to choose from. I had a general picture, but the more I go within the narrower the picture becomes. So it's becoming easier to focus on my goals.

What I've learned over the past few months is, sure its great to have so many goals but it wont mean much with out any focus. It wasn't until recently that I learned the importance of being focus. I am one of those people that get can come up with a million and one ideas but have a hard time coming up with a game plan. This has been a result of my lack of focus .

I've decided to take things a day at a time, shaping and molding my goals. But before I could do this I have to simply claim it!

(Me talking to myself):
Ugggggghhhh... that's the hard part. Getting to the core it's hard to claim something when you have doubts about how good you are or not. Why don't you think you're that good? 'Cuz I keep keep comparing myself to others. huh? There are so many great writers and artist, I'm just scared I won't amount them... Girl! It's not about them, you have to reach you potential!\

So that's my focus now, reaching my potential. I first goal is just to be the greastest artist I can be and the rest, well the rest will fall in line soon enough. I'm still so excited about the future. I will post some poetry soon, I have to copyright them.

I've claimed my greatness in addition to cultivating it.