Okay....

Okay, So I'm on my way to work ( a temp job) walking on the side-walk. A homeless man asks me for some change, about ten do everday. I keep walking because I feel too guilty to say no I don't have a nice day. But how the hell can you have a nice day when you are living on a sidewalk. And by the way I did have a purse full of change. But that is my train fare for getting home.

I asked my mother once how do homeless people get homeless. She says hard times and sometimes bad choices. Both which I'm trying to avoid. Because the demands of bad decisions can cost you alot, so I've learned. She then say be grateful for what you have and strive to do the best because it can happen to you. I say never. She says never say never.

Ok never say never. Well how about saying ever. Like am i ever going to get out of this rut. I feel right now I'm so stuck. (didn't mean for that to rhyme) But I feel like nothing is really happening right now for me. All of my attempts to do XYZ don't work. And, blah blah blah. I'm done with this rant. I'm going to eat thats the one thing that I don't fail at!