Habits

they say it takes 21 days to form a new habit
Well, I've known you for 42
Twice the time it takes to make you apart of my brain wave pattern
My thoughts explode then scatter
When I'm with you
I trip over words like drunks trip over curbs
Because your energy alters wave lengths
I may not make much sense
Since I am unable to articulate
I am only able to say...
I am only able to say???
Damn, to forget English, it took 21 days
habits
habits
habits
you are the first thought upon waking
this scares me because its only been 42 days
and these thoughts have become habits
it's too late to not have hopes
you are already a habit, that I don't care to break
smokers, nail biters, liars... they have theirs
and, well, I have you.